I’ve realized that comedy is actually with me. I’ve read about it before. Many times, I’ve heard from my Master that I am alone in this whole world — in this whole universe. I am a single entity.
I think I’ve always known this in theory, but whenever I truly experience it, as I am right now, it feels completely different from just knowing. In those moments, I deeply feel that nobody is with me.
This realization brings both satisfaction and pain. Satisfaction, because I am grateful to have experienced — before death — the truth of my aloneness, the reality that I am alone in this vast universe. But also pain, because I might believe I understand this reality, yet the actual experience of it is far more intense and far more painful than I could have ever imagined.
